FOR SHANNON

yoga

This is for Sue’s niece whom we love, adore and cherish as our own! <3

Kid, there’s a link below to an meditation exercise post – but here are a few words about preparing to practice.

Most of my posts are about the importance of preparing to meditate, the science, philosophy and consequences of meditation – because the actual act of meditating is simple:

Sit as still as you can for as long as you can.

 

That’s it. Not much to write about. You can’t do it incorrectly – just more or less effectively!

While I don’t recommend diving into Patanjali’s Yoga Sutras (what I teach) without a map, keep this in mind:

25% is devoted to preparing to meditate – and 50% of that is devoted to the importance of our attitude; the other 50% is devoted to how to act OFF the mat to more effectively meditate!

 

Bottom line: make your time on the mat or cushion count; make it special, something you look forward to. Pick a time, place, lighting, etc. that you find welcoming and calming. Approach meditating with a devotional, loving attitude – for YOURSELF!

Close your eyes almost all the way (‘cause you don’t want to fall asleep!) and turn your attention internally – behind the voice in our head. 😉 Don’t worry; it gets easier!

Just LISTEN to your body/mind. What’s it telling you? NOT the noisy, loud part (the voice that speaks in words) but the much more subtle part that gets your attention using sensations and images.

Just LISTEN. Lovingly. Without analysis or judgment. There’s plenty of time for that off the cushion!

Meditation is a practice in self-love. In the process you get to know a part of you that you didn’t even know existed! And when THAT happens – I promise: you’ll smile more than you frown.

Ironically, once we begin to see our self differently (specifically, as the friggin’ miracle we each are!!) we begin to understand LIFE, including the other people in it, and see them more clearly and lovingly as well.

Simple, not easy. But as with everything, we get out of it what we put into it.

God bless!! Hugs!! Is it Christmas yet?! Vegans rule!!

Meditation Exercise

 

 

Mindfulness?!?

Mind vs. Consciousness

Our mind is tangible and perpetually changing; it has two aspects: (i) our conscious mind: the aspect we’re aware of, evidenced by thoughts, and (ii) our sub-conscious mind, the aspect we’re not conscious of, evidenced by sensations and actions.

Our consciousness, on the other hand – is as different from our thoughts, as they are from our body! Our consciousness is the intangible, immutable awareness OF our thoughts; it’s the essence of what and who we are.

Conscious vs. Sub-Conscious Mind

Our conscious mind generates a perpetual stream of individual thoughts which are either analytical or observational, and which either elicit emotions or not.

We can’t stop our mind from thinking any more than we can stop our heart from beating – though seriously advanced Raja yogis can feign death!

Our conscious mind works like our heart and lungs: generating single, consecutive, hopefully constant beats, breaths and thoughts. One of the side-benefits of meditation is that after awhile, the three systems tend to synchronize, eliciting a sense of deep inner calm.

Our sub-conscious mind contrarily, simultaneously processes countless bits of information received from our environment, and issues countless commands in response. Our sub-conscious mind also stores our memories, the source of our emotions, which color our thoughts and precipitate our actions.

Under stress our most pressing fears and desires (energetic manifestations of memories) percolate up into our conscious mind via sensations and images and we become aware of otherwise sub-conscious concerns.

Obviously, the two aspects of our mind function very differently:

  • in short, one we hear, the other we don’t;
  • one communicates bluntly using words, the other communicates subtly using sensations and imagery; and
  • one makes decisions; the other affects our decision-making, and precipitates our actions.

They both play equally critical roles in our survival: effectively, our sub-conscious mind runs the ship, and our conscious mind acts as the ship’s rudder!

Meditation vs. Concentration

Concentration may involve focusing our attention externally, for example on our actions, an object or a mantra; concentration teaches us how to control our conscious mind; specifically, to distinguish between the two aspects of our mind, and distinguish between analytical and observational thoughts.

Meditation focuses our attention internally; it teaches us to hold our conscious mind in benign, compassionate observation mode – to bear witness to the energy of our memories, fears and desires – exposing them – albeit indirectly through our open conscious mind – to the infinitely calm acceptance of our own essence: our consciousness.

Observation vs. Analysis

“Mindfulness” is synonymous with our conscious mind’s “observation” mode. It’s a passive mental state of witnessing without analysis or judgment – NOT evidenced by the voice in our head. To get a sense of the difference between analytical and mindful or observational conscious thought:

>  If we’re making a decision, we’re engaging our conscious mind and thinking analytically; [i.e., we’re “in our head”; we’re not being “in the moment” or mindfully observant; we’re not being “mindful”]; however,

>  If we’re silently, wondrously watching a Monarch butterfly land on a big, bright yellow sunflower, and the butterfly begins to slowly open and close its wings, and it strikes us that it seems to be sunning itself – our conscious mind is likely in observation (aka “open”, “pause”, “neutral”, “sleep”) mode: just witnessing (without analysis or judgment) whatever sensations and/or actions our sub-conscious mind is processing [i.e., we’re being “mindful” inasmuch as we’re wholly engrossed in what we’re sensing]; and

>  If we’re so engrossed in a task that we sub-consciously tune out our other senses, (e.g., we don’t hear the phone ring!) – and we don’t hear the distracting voice in our head – it’s very likely that our conscious mind is simply observing our sub-conscious mind in action [i.e., we’re being “mindful” inasmuch as we are wholly engrossed in what we’re doing].

Walking the Dog

Walking the dog around mother-in-law’s hood

Want to practice mindfulness? The next time you’re walking the dog around your mother-in-law’s neighborhood (or whatever YOU happen to be doing), pay attention individually and sequentially to your five inbound senses: literally witness what your body is experiencing and doing (e.g., being aware of the temperature, wind, the sensation of each footfall).

Thich Nhat Hanh may have said it best: the real miracle isn’t walking on water, it’s simply putting one foot in front of the other!

God bless.

Open Letter of Thanks Giving

This was my week to blog about teachers – a week before Thanksgiving. Coincidence?

I hope you have a chance among all the chaos and turmoil of the Thanksgiving holiday to quietly reflect on your life.

To truly give thanks – literally for every breath, let alone for the people who love and care about you.

Meditation is about developing a deeper, intimate relationship with ourselves and in the process, finding faith in the existence of God!

Meditation isn’t easy, but neither is suffering. There are shortcuts to feeling fulfilled and happy. Perhaps the easiest is simply to do something nice for someone else.

Want to feel even better? Do it again – and give thanks for being able to.

Givers gain. Happy Thanksgiving!

Allan (“Skip”) & Sue Dowds

Why Pray?

The Marblehead School of Raja Yoga

Yoga Instructors Association

Disagreement Without [much] Discord

Even among yogis there’s disagreement!

This is an open letter to our modern day Patanjali, Edwin Bryant:

Dearest Edwin,

Congratulations on having your latest work published! I apologize for this rant in advance because I’m only on page 4!

I have NO doubt that few living beings possess your depth and breadth of knowledge and experience when it comes to yoga – especially, your beloved Bhakti Yoga, as well as “those other generic yoga traditions”!?!?

I really must beg your forgiveness, but one CAN “attain awareness culminating in ecstatic love of that which is beyond consciousness” or God, through meditation! That’s the whole point of meditating: to literally try to “touch God”!

I ABSOLUTELY agree that Bhakti is the highest of the four types of yoga but not because as you point out it’s the easiest, but simply because it is the most direct!

On page 4, you mention Bhakti (devotion) and Jana (knowledge) by name, but instead of similarly separately mentioning that yoga may also be attained through meditation and service, you lump them together with God-knows-what and use the term “GENERIC?!?!” and say that Bhakti “reveals a higher Truth than that revealed by [here we go again] other yoga paths.”

Come on. You’re literally my hero, but I want to cry Bud.

GENERIC?! Please come back to 01945 soon because obviously I’m missing something!!

Again, heartfelt congrats on Tales and Teachings from the Bhagavata Purana! It’s an honor just to write this.

On behalf of all yogis to follow whose paths to the Truth have been shortened by your life’s work – thank you.

Allan (“Skip”) Dowds

Bakti vs. Raja Yoga

Yoga Instructors Association

WHY PRAY?

Meditation or prayer brings relief to those of us who feel “harassed by the suffering of an un-fulfillment inherent in embodied existence” (Edwin Bryant). In other words, for the same reasons we escape by indulging in unhealthy habits: we’re unhappy!!

RAJA YOGA is the practice of meditation or mind control. We practice to improve self-awareness and control, and to reduce emotional stress and its symptoms. Raja Yoga is about tapping into our own immutable, compassionate sense of awareness (consciousness) to find relief from suffering. The practice brings realization of the Truth of our energetic and divine nature – akin to developing faith in the existence OF God [in the sense that – whatever the source of our consciousness, IT is unquestionably divine.] (source text: Patanjali’s Yoga Sutras)

BHAKTI YOGA is the practice of expressing devotion TO God. (source text: Bhagavata Purana)

In the intro to his latest work, “Bhakti Yoga – Tales and Teachings from the Bhagavata Purana,” Edwin Bryant says he wrote it for people interested in “Bhakti as a lived reality.” <3

Copies of the following works by Edwin Bryant are available to members of the Yoga Instructors Association at 50% of cost:

The YOGA SUTRAS of Patanjali

BHAKTI YOGA Tales and Teachings from the Bhagavata Purana– This is the second book I’ve recently literally hugged to my chest after reading it. The other was Amma’s biography.  <3

My sincere best wishes to all, Allan

MY TEACHER

EMPATHY

“You have to reach people’s hearts first – THEN their minds!” – so says my teacher whom I vacillate between loathing and loving! <3

The people in our lives are all teachers whom we learn life lessons from: some good, some not. The teacher I’m referring to is Milena Origgi, a guru in the truest sense.

I get it. If I’m closed off emotionally because of some invisible mental barrier I’ve constructed over a lifetime to protect my self, I’m not coming from a place of empathy, and thus, I can’t be as effective as a teacher/healer.

So this damned nuclear-resistant mental wall of mine (which would give Little Fingers a hard-on) has to come down. I literally have to change my view of MYSELF – to embrace and love myself – if I’m going to help others do so; in short, I need to walk the talk – though in this case, the walk conjures up images of walking the plank!!

INTROSPECTION

At our essence, we are EACH miraculous.

The entire purpose of meditation is to tap into something deep within us: an aspect described as indescribable, immutable, intangible, eternal, compassionate, curious, impelling, pervading, impelling, aware, intuitive, and blissful.

The only way to reach people’s hearts is to speak from our own – and the only way to do that is to come from a place of empathy and compassion (to be truly selfless).

One way to foster compassion for ourselves and others is through meditation or introspection: consciously and benignly observing our otherwise sub-conscious fears and desires, effectively, reverse-engineering our behavior at an intuitive level, and in the process, venting the underlying emotions triggering our behavior.

When we meditate, we lovingly and non-judgmentally accept, absorb and release the energy triggered by our negative memories – consciously, embracing and accepting that energy for what it is: something which has been affecting our body/mind, but which CAN’T affect the essence of who and what we are: our consciousness. Without awareness we wouldn’t even realize we were alive – so wtf would be the point?!!

LEGEND OF OUR DIVINITY

Milena also shared the following old Hindu legend with me this morning:

“…there was once a time when all human beings were gods, but they so abused their divinity that Brahma, the chief god, decided to take it away from them and hide it where it could never be found.

Where to hide their divinity was the question. So Brahma called a council of the gods to help him decide.

“Let’s bury it deep in the earth,” said the gods. But Brahma answered, “No, that will not do because humans will dig into the earth and find it.”

Then the gods said, “Let’s sink it in the deepest ocean.” But Brahma said, “No, not there, for they will learn to dive into the ocean and will find it.”

Then the gods said, “Let’s take it to the top of the highest mountain and hide it there.” But once again Brahma replied, “No, that will not do either, because they will eventually climb every mountain and once again take up their divinity.”

Then the gods gave up and said, “We do not know where to hide it, because it seems that there is no place on earth or in the sea that human beings will not eventually reach.”

Brahma thought for a long time and then said, “Here is what we will do. We will hide their divinity deep in the center of their own being, for humans will never think to look for it there.”

All the gods agreed that this was the perfect hiding place, and the deed was done. And since that time humans have been going up and down the earth, digging, diving, climbing, and exploring-searching for something already within themselves.” – Author unknown

DEVOTION

Devotion connotes faith (the belief in something unverifiable) and determination (persistence in the face of all personal cost).

Consciousness

How did I become a faithful devotee of Patanjali, Sachidananda and Amma? Each have helped bring me closer to the essence of who we all are: our consciousness.

I found faith in the existence of God when I realized the reality of our three dimensional nature: we each have a physical body, non-physical thoughts and an immutable, intangible awareness OF our thoughts: our consciousness.

Make no mistake: consciousness is as different from our non-physical thoughts, as our thoughts are from our physical body! Without the awareness OF our own thoughts, WTF would be the point?! We wouldn’t know we’re alive, let alone reading this angry yogi’s rant!

You won’t find consciousness explained in any Western textbook. Your best chances to gain insights into it are the four paths of yoga:
• Raja Yoga – mind-control
• Bhakti Yoga – love, specifically of the Divine
• Jana Yoga – study
• Karma Yoga – service

In the process, may you come to better understand the miracle that each (yes, EACH!) of us is.

Inspiration

Whether fact or fiction, “Ammachi” [one of the texts available at 50% of cost to members of the Yoga Instructors Association] is tremendously inspirational.

Amma was in her early 20’s at this point in her life, and by all accounts a force of nature!!

“One night during Krishna Bhava, Sudhamani [Amma] called her father and told him, “My devotees will come from far and wide. Many of the devotees will settle here permanently.

You will have to face many obstacles, but do not be afraid. Endure everything. Do not take revenge against anyone. Do not be envious. Do not seek anything from anyone. Everything you need will come to you unmasked. Always give part of what you receive in charity.

 

In time, this place will become a great spiritual center. The little one will travel around the world many times. Though you may have to suffer a lot in the near future, God will always bless you and provide for your needs. Your relatives and even the villagers will hate you and abuse you, but in time they will become your friends. Thousands of My devotees will become like your children. From this day on, the little one is ever pure.” [As though the Divine was speaking about her, through her!]

Once more, Sugunanandan was wonderstruck! His dark blue daughter, who had suffered countless beatings at his own hands, was going around the world?! Why, she had never been as far as Cape Comorin! Thousands of people were coming to [the remote village of] Idamannel? Where on earth would they all stay? The house was tiny! And what was the meaning of her saying that the little one was ever pure?

Though these words left a deep impression in Sugunanandan’s mind, at the time he dismissed them as crazy utterances. Only after years had passed did he realize the absolute truth of what his daughter had said to him that day.”

God bless.

THE ANGRY YOGI

Raja Yoga, the science of meditation, is a selfless expression of worship, love and devotion. It originated several thousand years ago replacing the concept of “external” sacrifices to appease the Divine. In this context, the Divine is the source of our consciousness.

My teacher says that I’ll be more compassionate when I accept the pain and suffering fueling my anger. But it runs deep, and it masks an even deeper pain.

I feel like a wounded lion. I want to shred and devour something. That’s a LOT of negative energy but I know she’s right.

WHAT’S NOT HELPFUL

Ahimsa (the absence of violence) is the first of Raja Yoga’s ten rules of personal conduct and therefore the most important.

Directing my negative energy toward others, even passive-aggressively in the pursuit of justice, is not yogic. If I’m not practicing self-awareness and exercising self-restraint/control I’m not practicing what I teach.

TECHNICALLY SPEAKING

The tension between our conscious/thinking mind (the aspect we “hear”) and our sub-conscious/acting mind (the aspect that “runs the ship”) gives rise to the voice in our head.

Our sub-conscious mind stores sensation-triggering memories of virtually every thought (and by extension, experience) we’ve ever had. EVERY one. Including all of our fears and desires.

It’s no wonder our sub-conscious mind wants to be unburdened, to be heard, to vent!! It’s under a tremendous amount of ever-increasing stress – mostly through no direct fault of our own – and the unnaturally rapid pace of change in our environment is exacerbating the problem!

Our conscious mind doesn’t want to dwell on our unpleasant memories either, and the energetic interaction between the two aspects of our mind is like a game of “hot potato”, the stress from which manifests mentally and physically.

Eventually something more pressing comes along to occupy our mind and the negative energy associated with our unpleasant memories settles deep in our sub-conscious mind, but like a thorn under our skin, can become “infected” and irritated.

HOW

How do I tear down an invisible impenetrable wall, a sub-conscious mental construct that’s withstood 60 years of new and triggered net negative energetic thoughts? The invisible wall is a natural defense mechanism, created to avoid re-experiencing sensations associated with unpleasant experiences. If you’re human and live on planet Earth, that’s 50% of them. All our conscious thoughts – except when we’re being mindful or meditating – are either net positive or net negative.

By meditating….

When we meditate, we ask for nothing other than a closer connection with the Divine; expressing sincere appreciation “just” to be alive, and accepting and embracing whatever was, is, and will be.

HOW LONG

When we meditate, we patiently hold our conscious mind “open” and wait to become aware of sensations and images as they arise in our conscious mind. Eventually, we hope to compassionately and energetically accept even our deepest, darkest fears and desires.

Before that happens, our sub-conscious mind must feel relaxed and safe. That’s why we meditate in a safe, comfortable setting that we control, at a time and place of our choosing.

PATIENCE

Meditation builds patience – partially because of our sub-conscious mind’s limited ability to communicate (it communicates subtly, intuitively: in images and sensations – not words), but also because it’s naturally reluctant to re-experience our deepest fears and desires!

As we continue to meditate, lovingly accepting whatever our sub-conscious mind shares, our memories lose their energetic hold on us and become neutralized through a deepened, intuitive realization that neither the precipitating events, nor the memories thereof, affect our essence: our consciousness. [Note: consciousness, or the awareness OF our thoughts, is as distinct from our non-physical thoughts, as our thoughts are from our physical bodies. We are truly three-dimensional beings!]

Gradually, as we holistically embrace our self, and accept and absorb the negative energetic sensations associated unpleasant memories, they lose their ability to stimulate emotions – which affect our thoughts, which precipitate our actions.

MINDSET/INTENT

Meditating can be tremendously comforting when done in a self-nurturing, caring, and loving manner (e.g., with hands over one’s heart) with full recognition of the miracle we are (our energetic body and mind is virtually as miraculous as our intangible consciousness!)*

I like to think of witnessing the rise and fall of our sub-conscious mind’s contents as a grandparent might listen to a two year old granddaughter trying to form and express her thoughts: adoringly, patiently, reassuringly, lovingly. This is the part where we learn to love our self: to foster a state of heart and mind in which we can accept our anger, and unmask the deeper emotions, the consequence of an infinite number of net negative life experiences we all carry with us as memories.

MEDITATION = MIND CONTROL = WORSHIP

Patanjali’s Yoga Sutras outline a code of conduct, and physical and mind-control exercises intended to help realize our own true nature, and in so doing, find faith in the existence of God.

Patanjali’s Yoga Sutras are the source of the universal Serenity Prayer. The practice of Raja Yoga is a discipline in selflessness founded in faith, love and gratitude.

Amma says “Divinity is the essence of our consciousness.” Consciousness is what modern religion unassumingly refers to as our “spirit” or “soul”. Similarly, the rigorous, devotional discipline of meditation has became today’s act of prayer.

BENEFITS

While the real benefit of meditating is a closer connection with the Divine within us there are obvious physical and mental benefits as well. We develop a heightened intuition and deep sense of relief, calmness, stillness, acceptance and compassion.

 

God bless. If you love someone suffering with anger, addiction, anxiety or other emotionally triggered symptoms, refer them to a Raja Yoga school.

Blessings, Allan

* Some schools of thought and practice, including Qi Gong, hold that our energetic body/mind is equally as miraculous as consciousness. It’s hard to argue otherwise; however, there are practices (e.g., Raja Yoga, Qi Gong) which can be applied to the body/mind but not to our immutable consciousness – which arguably, makes the latter slightly “closer to God”. When we meditate, we’re essentially trying to “touch the Divine within our self”.

 

Class schedule.

“A” IS FOR ADDICTION, AUTISM AND ANXIETY

The Marblehead School of Raja Yoga (“MSRY”) has students suffering from each. Meditation provides them with coping tools and moments of relief.

Allan Dowds founded MSRY and the Yoga Instructors Association (one organization for the general public, and one for certified yoga instructors) whose essential purpose is to promote awareness of the holistic benefits of meditation as outlined in Patanjali’s Yoga Sutras.

MSRY offers lessons via Skype to those don’t live within driving distance of 01907.

Wishing you peace, Allan “Skip” Dowds

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